At Peace

There’s not much I can say to you
What’s been said is enough
I feel as though I’m falling
And I can’t get up

You tried to dissuade me
You told me it just wouldn’t work
It cut like a knife in my bleeding heart
But I still wouldn’t hear a single word

So many chances
To forget my desire
I couldn’t relent on this never ending fuel for my fire

The night is darkest
Just before the dawn
My feelings for you
Were just so dark and wrong

But I’m seeing a twinkle of sunlight on the bay
This shroud is lifting to show me a new day

I know you can’t believe me
I never gave you a reason to trust
I just want you to know
That one day
You must, you must.


I wrote this poem after finally getting over someone. It's tough stuff trying to move on from someone you felt you could be with for the foreseeable future. We were best friends before the emotions got carried away, and after we fell apart, I felt like I had lost a large part of my life. These days, I've finally realized that we both weren't meant to be together the way I wanted us to be. I am better off now, and even though we are not close friends, I still care for him. I hope he feels the same.

Losing my Blogging Virginity

So this is my first time to ever blog.

I feel like this could be a place to record my feelings, reflections, and notions. I write poetry from time to time, so I'm sure that will pop up here sometime.

I hope I keep up with this!